I feel like I have failed poem from Brian Hill torrent

This poem was written by me out of whats left of my failing heart.

I have failed her and now she hates me.

This must be sent out before my heart dies.

I need this poem seeded all over the world.

I want the world to know how much I suffered and how much I loved her.

I still love you Rachael, even if you hate my guts and don't care if I suffer and die.

if anyone wants to hate me, go ahead I won't fight or defend myself.

I am meant to suffer